Why?

Why can't I...
Make good use of weekends?( I always play)
Study continuously for hours...(my mind will wander after 15 minutes)
Read a book faster...(I tend to reread some part over again to be immersed in the situation)
Stop being addicted to anime...( i must watch bfore i study)
Be more awake in class...(i could not escape this)
Sleep lesser...(i think i need more sleep)
Be more organised...(my room is randomly decorated as a result from 'unplanned organising')
Be more talkative...(i'm a little introvert)
Be more motivated...(sometimes i sighs on the futility of going for classes)
Be more concerned...(i don't really worry about home though I'm far from home)
Be more aware of cleanliness...(I hate washing my socks)
Be more cool... (Gotcha...I sweat easily)
Not exercises...(Once i don't, I grow fat)
Not be hungry easily...(i want to eat as soon I don't feel any food in my stomach)
Can't spend wisely...(i use a lot of phone credit and more often eat sumptuously)

But I can...
Know my weakness
And try to improve

And I am...
Loved by my family
And still have friends
And have shelter and food and transportation and clothes
And college to attend
And laptop to MSN
And storybook to read
And time to sleep and play.

So I can...
Stop whining and just enjoy
What a teenage life shoulf be...