Since a few months ago, I felt that I have changed.
I felt I think a lot more and a lot less.
A lot more on the philosophical side.
About life issues, about my future , about my relationships and even about the meaning of life.
Its a continuous stream of thought, and I might've grown wiser or more naive.
I began to see the meaning of life, to me which is a sense of accomplishment at this point.
And to achieve this sense of accomplishment, it depends whether how high you want to achieve.
It is during this period of time I begins setting these goals, adjusting them so that when Im at the end of life, I feel I will have accomplished a lot, I will be satisfied and lived a good life.
Wow, thats a very interesting thought for a person of my age.
The things I have gradually stopped thinking is my rage and dissatisfaction and my material desires.
I begin to realize that many things are actually spiritually useless, as well as physically sometimes and also emotionally.
And I begin to embrace whats here for me and develop a sense of gratitude.
But this takes time and its just the beginning.
Maybe no one will actually comprehend what I wrote today.
If you do, congrats.
You share something with me.
Anyway, these are just personal reflections.