Today is my last day of college *Sob sob*

Never expect it to end so quick.

But to think again, the past 10 months happens in a blink.

Today is also a day where we strengthen friendship ties thru Cam Whoring.

I seldom participate in this but today I couldn't help but join in the fun.

My classmates take many poser photos but also quite some random and candid ones.

Basically the lectures are just having fun.

People pass around the yearbook for signatures.

I should have brought mine too.

I'm sad that it is nearly the end but this is an opportunity to rejoice for a new stage of life.

Ascension to university life.

I think I will more likely stay local cos unless I got full scholarships, I can't afford to go Australia.

And getting full is hoping for the 'almost impossible'.

My Chemistry lecturer related her experiences in Melbourne to us today.

It sounds like sooo fun and soooo killjoy after listening.

The exciting part is you get to see more 'mat salleh' and can learn 'pro english' accent, experience other culture and food and those sort of things.

The bad part include restrictions such as cannot call in after 9pm, shop closes at 5pm, no photocopy books, also expensive food, clothes books and travel tickets.

It's also difficult to mesh in Australian people cos as my lecturer puts it, they see Asian as inferior. All of us have the same face. So you most probably end up befriending Cambodian, Malaysians and other Asians.....

Horning on the road is considered very rude too...

And summer is freaking hot.

I do wish to taste the Australian air but maybe later during my Masters or PhD (maybe).

Next week is a holiday.

Nope, not a week of college leave.

A study leave instead.

Finals is only next next week.

If you play, guiltiness creep over immediately.

But you cannot study continuously either.

So I have no idea how to plan the week.

Perhaps barring my itchy fingers from the laptop by leaving it at home is a good idea.

I might be cursing the absence of my pc, but its for my own good after all.

*Method of self- discipline*

Gonna do really good this time.

Or else...

No. don't even think of it...