The depth of my heart

I walked alone
Along the deserted beach
At sunset
Feeling separated from the outside world.

I met some people
Who were also watching sunset
But take no heed of me
As if I were merely a passing wind.

I tr to blow like the wind
So they would notice my presence
They just say " It's windy"
And continue watching the horizon.

And then I spoke to one of them
They replied me curtly
And thats the end of a conversation
I'm alone again.

I tried to 'blow' harder
Hope they will appreciate me
And acknowledge my presence
In the end
I'm just making a fool out of myself.

I walked away from them
And sat aside
Looking at their gestures
Happy and bonded
But I am merely a spectator
Of no importance other than to watch.

I long to share
My thoughts about sunset
With them

But they don't understand me
Nor they comprehend my passion
And my thoughts
And my feelings.

I am isolation
Like a small island which broke apart from a earthquake
Even the island approach the mainland
It will no longer be a part of it.

Eventually they left
I am seated alone on the cool beach
Watching sunset myself
Am I to leave with them
By abandoning the beautiful night
In order to be a part of them?
Must I not be myself
In order to get company?
Must I make sacrifice to have friends?

No, my heart replies
Be yourself
Someone like you will come in your life
Someone who appreciates the beauty of the night
Someone who loves the warmth of the beach
Not just the sunset.

But I will be lonely
For how much longer must i wait
Wait, my pal
Wait.

Endure and you will acjieve what you intend to achieve
Do not relent with the others
Suffer to sacrifice
And soar high above the clouds.

I believe in you
My dear heart
Guide me in my journey
So that I can let others
Realise how beautiful the night is
Even though my passion is different
From what others thought

I will face the reality
And bold through difficulties
But you must lend a helping hand
For I will fall if you don't...

Hang on
And stay firm
I will always be there for you...
Your dear heart.