A friend came to ask for your help to solve a question.
You said "Give me some time" and took a week to solve it.
Then the next day, your present the answer to your friend.
He gleamed with appreciation, but replied " Thank you, but I solved it the second day after
I asked you."


I certainly would not want that to happen.

Phew!
Just returned from the Moral Education exam.
Almost circled Christmas for Christ's resurrection.
Just before that I was rolling on my bed struggling to drift into a nap.
These few days i've been having daytime insomnia.
Couldn't sleep in the evening.

All the subject topics in school is coming to an end, and for that i felt some sort of emptiness.
As if there is nothing to fill the void.
Maybe because all to be done is to study like hell.
Fighting for own survival at the war zone.

Tomorrow having chemistry practical test.
Better not break anything.
I've broken the apparatus 3 times already.
A round bottom flask, a 100ml measuring cylinder and 1 ...erm...couldn't remember.
And those thing aren't cheap, you know.
The first one cost RM15, 3 meals for me.

Damn, i'm tired now.
*Yawn*

Preparations for tomorrow.
I'm sitting for the Moral studies final test tomorrow.
And i've never touch any of these things before.
In fact, few really does.
I mean, how many people really care about this (useless) subject.
Not that i hate it, but such theoretical teachings never really come into pratice.
The theories might be good for reference, but in most times, it depends on our personality and reasoning.

Same goes for English creative writing tomorrow.
We had to write something based on some text.
So my plan to study Physics failed today.

After a few days i turned eighteen (my b'day is on 21 August, did you forget?), i came to realise that my view about the society had changed.
I learn to become more perspective and see the world in a new way.
I am better in managing emotional problems and i learn to wrestle with stress.
And most important, humility.
Not just be humble in front of people, i realise that humbleness that originates from the heart is the key to success.
It's hard to capture but i am trying.

Darn, my fav One Piece episode just hit a wall.
So fast i was watching til i was on the front line watching the latest.
And that means 1 new episode every week.
No more hours watching, but this spares time for me to focus on my studies.
Well, i'm still following Bleach, nearing the latest episode.
Haha.
Relentless, aren't I?

Been reading a book about unification theory on physics.
Touches about higher dimension.
People say i love Physic but i just find it interesting just like you would find a movie interesting.
Nothing more.
But from where this stems, i had forgotten.

If you watch it, you'll find this entertaining...:)

Here i am sitting down, listening to Beat It while watching One Piece anime online after eating my lunch minutes ago.
The notion of studying has got into me since this morning.
Nevertheless, i would never rejoice opening the textbook till i am satisfied with sufficient entertainment.

Back in home, in a hot afternoon, where my sis had gone to school, my mom doing the house-chores, me lazing around in the living room online-ing.
Am i pathetic?
Haha.
Maybe.

I'm the type who must play hard before i study hard.
Or else other things will just come popping out in my mind and distracting me in my studies.
It is an excellent methods, too, to make yourself feel guilty so that you will put in more effort to study.

This week surely is going to be an engaging one.
Setting goals, planning timetable and self-discipline.
The trial is 3 weeks after the break.
Not gonna let the marks run loose.

Turning eighteen this Friday.
Wonder whether there is anything special.

Its late at night now (for me).
Been completing my presentation slides for Physics tomorrow.
I've been trying to make a flawless powerpoint slide and have been reading extra things about my topic.
Radioisotopes in medicine.
This morning I was threatened by Eugene and Brian that they are plotting to rifle me with difficult, contradicting questions.
Sounds like they want to see me stand there miserably stoning, unable to answer.
Haha.
Thats my friends.

Went to library just now and printed some notes and practices as a motivation for me to study during the holiday.
Which is next week.
My birthday is also on the holiday.
Too bad i miss the chance to celebrate with my friends.

Never study for few consecutive days.
I think its more than a week already.
Quite disappointed with my attitude.
Trial is very tough and demanding, unlike normal test that covers only few topics.

Tomorrow there will be no Spec maths calss.
Since its the first period, i can sleep for another 1 hour.
Haha.
I love to sleep.
Blek! Mind you....

Woke up slightly late today.
There will be charity carnival going on in college.
When i reached there, they were preparing the necessary stuff.
We were seriously lacking equipments though we are selling drinks.
We have the Sprite and the orange cordial but the expected ribena and the blender is not there.
Frustrated, we concocted a SPECIAL drink, namely Fizzy Iced orange from mixing the cordial and sprite.
Later, the blender arrived and we went to buy some ice.
We mix the in the blender with the ice and produced iced blended juice.
Haha. We sold it for RM 1 each.
Notice there was ribena originally.
At first, business was poor.
But during the afternoon, the morning sweltering humidity has transformed to a scorching heat that gave way to the compelling urge to buy drinks.
Besides, there is no other drink booth is as cheap and strategically located than us.
(there is a 50 cents drink behind somewhere, well-shielded )
And so, students dropped by to quench their thirst and the cost was gradually being covered up.
At the end of the day, the profit was well slightly more than sixty, not included the deducted cost.
That was quite a success.
Despite so, we only donated RM 10 and the remaining went to our class fund. Not my decision, but the class rep's.
They managed to trick our mentor into believing that our nett profit is only RM 10.
It's the girl's turn to man the booth. (Harin looks busy lecturing them...haha)
Business going well. XD
The bimbos came back from shopping.
I also went to the Haunted House that Hari claimed worth the money.
I joined Jitve, Zhe Kai, Yi Xian and some girls.
But you know what?
Although the girls screamed, the sound mainly came from Jitve (he is a guy).
He said it was very scary and allegedly swing his knees right up to Zhe's crotch.
It was well made,
but maybe because of the presence of my friend, i was just smiling through the whole way out.
You can feel hands protruding from somewhere, someone popping out of nowhere, painted (ugly) face and eerie lights.
Haha.
I missed the show where Mr. David was dunked into the pool of water.
Its a game where someone sit on a platform, and you must throw a ball to a target.
Once the ball hits, the slight twitch will trigger something and the platform where the person is sitting will flip over and drop into the water tank.
There is also a song dedication booth, Baskin Robbin's, some Korean food and nyonya cakes.

It was one merry event that will be imprinted in my life.

Back in Subang.
I went back to my house during the weekend.
Man, i started to have homesick after two weeks of not returning.
I miss my family, my piano, my house and my dog, a mini-pincer.
Despite being 'mini', she still act like every other dog, confronting starngers as if her sheer voice is capable of scaring them off.
That's the annoying part.
She just cannot keep her mouth shut when there are visitors.
Haha.

Since i have not touched my piano for two weeks, my fingers started having difficulties coping with quick semiquavers.
As if my fingers are hardening.
My mother remains the same.
Still watching MJ.
And my dad is still as busy as ever.
Only get to see him on Friday night this time.

Also, my mom's food.
Which she claims is healthy cos there is no MSG.
And advices about nutrition are puoring in.
Back home, i get to eat more fruits and also some herbal tea.

Its so sad my gf is sick. She has a fever so our date today is cancelled.
Hope she recovers soon.

Had been drinking a lot of tea lately.
Starting to get addicted to the 3 layer tea or teh c special.
Either the standard has downgraded or my taste buds is asking for more.
It makes the tea not so savouring anymore.

Chem CT on next Tuesday.
Think i can handle but better not get caught unnoticed.
Since i got beaten several times feeling this way.

By the way, had been advancing on the Physic textbook from teacher.
Learned Maxwell's equation today.
And fascinated by its ingenuity.
Hope i become someone as great as Maxwell someday.

Another conclusion of the day.
You can never focus fully while studying at the library.
Though i dunno why.
Maybe it applies on me only.

Phew!
Took some time to edit this layout.
Now then i know how to sort it out.
Can't deny my last layout sucks.
(Maybe i am too noob).

Classes as normal.
Today Pn. Mahani is saying her bodyshape is like a plank.
Haha.
Nope. It has nothing to do with us.
She said it herself, comparing to some models with an hourglass bodyshape.
She is one funny teacher who has some sense of humour.
Not like other teacher who displays a degree of strictness in their teaching.
And she is not racist at all. An open minded teacher. ( and excellent one too).

Seriously, do i look stern or emo when i am not smiling?
Its just i don't display funny espressions like Gui Fen, who always looks like she is going to smile.
Haha.
She all sort of nicknames like Gui Fan, tiny wrestler, little sumo, heat radiator....
(ok, the last one i made it up)
Its not an insult, but rather nicknames that reflect the intimate relationship in out class.
She doesn't mind too.

Stoned in front of this com for quite long.
Man, i'm sleepy.
Feel like dozing off without taking a shower.
Hehe.

The book borrowed from my Physics teacher is sooo thick and i had sooo little time.
I better call it an encyclopaedia.
Equations flooded the page and I know my limits.

Not much homework, but a lot of reading and revising to do.
Should i sleep first?
I'll let my body decide.
Most likely going to bed.
Duh....

Hi, are you still healthy?
If you are, that is great.
If you are not, i advice you to eat more fruits and sleep more.
Me?
I'm not sick.
Maybe not yet.

The number of absentees decreased today.
It seems people can't afford to miss any more lectures.
All syllabus are approaching their ends.
I can imagine that if you are perpetually absent for days, you are as good as a stray animal on a lone path.
A few guy skipped Physics because there are presentations only.
I would have too, but where could I go.
Besides, i wouldn't want to leave a bad impression for my lecturer.

Just sorted out all my previous notes.
Noticed there is a whole pile.
Tick-tock...
time is ticking off.
My days are numbered.
Unless i start studying now.
Which requires much determination.

Today's class attendance is no better than yesterday, 8 being absent.
Looks like this hazy and hot atmosphere is meddling with people's health.
Most people got sick and my sister also is caught hype.
I wish i will continue to stay strong because lessons at the end of the year are not to be neglected.
Teachers are also getting worried.
Humans really can't be helped.
They create pollution and suffer.

Today i am so not in a mood to study.
Ended up watching One piece.
When exams are round the corner, this feeling will suddenly kick up and stall your progress.
With the trial days approaching, i am starting to feel threatened.
In case i cant score, it will be difficult to apply for university.

Classes are boring today.
Spec math teacher is absent.
If informed earlier, i might as well doze off in my dreams up to eight thirty am.
And this fatigue finished me off when i came back and i crushed for an hour.
Now the excess siesta make me feel quite awake.
Gee, time slips through your finger slits before you are able to grab tightly.
If i you are hesitant for one moment, it flows off like a stream of water.
Discipline is the only thing that can contain time and make it work for you.
I may have the philosophy but if it doesnt go into application, it as good as none.

Today i got my physics class test paper.
31/40. Not very satisfactory though.
I got beaten by Jitve and Zhe Kai.
Though unexpected, it is a way to erase my building vanity.
When life becomes too good, laxity takes over and doom arrive.
Plus, i felt difficulties on learning new subtopics today.
Guess my intelligence decrease again for GOD-knows-what reason.
Gonna try that image streaming technique as soon as possible.